Saturday, September 16, 2006

Many thoughts had been running through my mind. I just don't know how to write and type it down.I think what my frd said is true. I am sometimes immature about certain things. I keep telling my bf to think everything in different aspect,view and angles. Nevertheless, I've failed to do that myself. It's kind of contradicting. These few days, I've been thinking about my relationship. I think for a couple, it's important to compromise.We must not be a selfish lover. I always thought I was the one who suffer so much, yet I only think in my perspective of view. I had failed to put myself in his shoe. I kept complaining, kept grumbling, frustated,etc, till I realised that I need not to feel that way. Things had becoming clearer now. Its strucked me when I asked my bf y somtimes I angry, then I hang up the ph, he will donn't care (those boh chap feeling). He said, he wanted me to cool down and if he angry too, both of us will fight again. I'm thinking, yes, this is true as sometimes when I am angry with him, I always think of myself.Then, I realised tht I was wrong .I've learnt not to be too suspicious too.Though, that doesn't mean I can completely trust him in every single aspect.It's just that, I think being in a relationship, we've gotta trust each other. From what I know, he had never doubt me. I don't know whether I am doing is right or not,I hope I will try to be a more understanding gf and learn to control my temper =)

Allright,next, move on. I am so busy nowadays that I had no time to use computer. I've never knew that Uni life will be so stressful.Exams, Assigments,Hws,etc. Futhermore, this is only the second week. I don't even have enough time to sleep. Mostly, what I do after class I will take a break (lunch) and then move on to study or else do homework. Nevertheless, I am still satisfied with this, as I know my hardwork had paid off .I am quite happy with my result.I hope to mantain this result, well, of course ,it will be better if I can improve my grades =).

Yeap, this is all I have to update. More exams coming up next week T_T. Till then, ciaoz.

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